I would like to think I am a Christian, but do not claim to be for one very simple reason. To me the ones that spout their Christianity to everyone who will or will not listen are the ones who cause people like me to shy away from claiming so. I watch thes self proclaimed Christians do things on a daily basis that are not Christian and then tell everyone that they are Christians but never act like it. In my life I try to be a good person as best I can but still have way to many times where I talk bad about people and do things that I do not feel gives me the right to call myself a Christian. I will continue to try and improve myself and my actions and maybe someday I can say I am a Christian and people will beleive that I truly am. And not just another hipocryt
You already are. Your humility speaks volumes. Good on you