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Rock Star
Well-known member
Seems it may be. here's the deal. I LOVE this sport. But I have been playing injured for the past 4 years since being hurt in a car wreck and things are going down hill in my spine. I have had 2 lower back surgeries and now the past year has been nothing but pain. After many Dr visits to experts, multiple MRIs and with more surgery in my near future the point being driven into my thick skull is that I am doing damage by riding. I know all the BS about ya gotta live etc. NO ONE has lived more. point is that IF, with damage this bad, I continue to abuse my back, I will end up a crippled old man before i am old. there is a difference being a mobile 75 year old or a pained and cripple 60 year old. It's about modifying my life style choices now to make my life better as I age. Fact is this past year has been horrible, the fix is horrible and at some point it's not worth the price I'm paying. I want to fish and boat and swim, camp, hike, bicycle and ride motorcycles. The stress of yanking on a mountain sled like we do had just become too much. I tried this year but was kidding myself. The pain is what I felt but the damage is what they are seeing. Don't take your healthy back for granted. ever! I had an event in the mountains this season where I tugged and pulled and got myself unstuck for hours. It was the tipping point for my back. JUST walking has been hard for me so imagine what walking for hours in waist deep snow did. ugh! There has not been a good day for me since.
This sport has been my life for 40 years. I have always loved it and the talk i had yesterday with a family member Dr who had my MRI on his computer was one of the hardest ever with a doc. I then got to meet up and eat lunch with Sunridge. The sport over the past several years has become about the people and the friendships and less about the sledding. The group called the Utah Mafia has been more than just riding pals in my life. The gang from Idaho, the friends from Revy... all of it. SO many of my current friends and associates are from this sport. The idea of NOT riding again with these peeps breaks my heart. But it's also breaking my back so...
It's time to hang it up. It's time to realize that I can not play hurt anymore and then undo the damage.
I put the sled in the back corner of the garage last night. I actually want it out of my sight and my life. I started putting all the clothes away in storage last night as well. I should have a garage sale. WOW! have I ever been a consumer. Funny how much we do for what we love.
My friends will remain my in my life but the experiences we have together on the mountain tops are over. Some will understand this change. Some will mock it. That's the nature of this site. Point is, I needed to say it out loud so that those who try to talk me into riding will get it. I need to not be tempted. I need to stop. My hope is that I can get out there again some day in some way. If it's just blasting the perfect high speed trails of Quebec, then I'll be happy as well.
So many here have been so good to me over the years. My memories of the on and off snow antics will last a life time. Thank you to all of you.
Doug
ps. for sale, total mod sled. Stupid Cheap. Just come and get it outta here before I change my mind.
OVER.
This sport has been my life for 40 years. I have always loved it and the talk i had yesterday with a family member Dr who had my MRI on his computer was one of the hardest ever with a doc. I then got to meet up and eat lunch with Sunridge. The sport over the past several years has become about the people and the friendships and less about the sledding. The group called the Utah Mafia has been more than just riding pals in my life. The gang from Idaho, the friends from Revy... all of it. SO many of my current friends and associates are from this sport. The idea of NOT riding again with these peeps breaks my heart. But it's also breaking my back so...
It's time to hang it up. It's time to realize that I can not play hurt anymore and then undo the damage.
I put the sled in the back corner of the garage last night. I actually want it out of my sight and my life. I started putting all the clothes away in storage last night as well. I should have a garage sale. WOW! have I ever been a consumer. Funny how much we do for what we love.
My friends will remain my in my life but the experiences we have together on the mountain tops are over. Some will understand this change. Some will mock it. That's the nature of this site. Point is, I needed to say it out loud so that those who try to talk me into riding will get it. I need to not be tempted. I need to stop. My hope is that I can get out there again some day in some way. If it's just blasting the perfect high speed trails of Quebec, then I'll be happy as well.
So many here have been so good to me over the years. My memories of the on and off snow antics will last a life time. Thank you to all of you.
Doug
ps. for sale, total mod sled. Stupid Cheap. Just come and get it outta here before I change my mind.
OVER.