Yammer, I wish you the best of luck. My Dad went through the same thing 2 years ago with smoking. He had pneumonia and was knocking on death's door, the doc told him one more smoke and his lungs would fail and he would die. Pretty simple, he quit.
I know that it will be hard for you, but your wife and boys would rather deal with you being moody than dealing with life without a father or husband. You have a bunch of good friends and plenty of hobbies to keep you busy. So give it up, eat some seeds (the jalapeno salsa ones from David are the best) and give it your best. Good luck and support will be anywhere you turn.

I know that it will be hard for you, but your wife and boys would rather deal with you being moody than dealing with life without a father or husband. You have a bunch of good friends and plenty of hobbies to keep you busy. So give it up, eat some seeds (the jalapeno salsa ones from David are the best) and give it your best. Good luck and support will be anywhere you turn.